I'm sorry..
Recently i had been saying this to you a lot of time.
You must have been dread of it already..
I don't know if you will still be reading what I post, but still I will continue writing my feelings here..
I'm sorry, really...
I don't know my love for you made you so stressed out.
I can't help you relief your exam stress instead I caused you to feel even more stress..
Why am I a pisces..?
Pisces are so sensitive and stupid..
Always suspecting this and that..
Why do I fxcking get jealous over a post and a reply..?
When I should know you're just joking about it..
I hate myself.. Hate my own character.. Hate my brain and mind..
I will never suspect you again.. Never..
If this relationship really tears apart, it's my fault..
When you love me, i don't treasure.
Instead i keep do things to make you hate me.
Make you get dread of me, and tired of me..
I'm not going to disturb you for the rest of your holidays anymore.
Just hope you enjoy yourself.
Put me behind, forget about my existence and really relax and enjoy yourself.
Because of my existence, you'll always have to worry about my feelings.
Because of me, you can't even fully enjoy yourself.
This time I will automatically disappear from your life.
Take your time and enjoy your holidays without me..
I had another song for you, hope you like it.
Janice - Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes,
and I know how much you've try
You deserve to have so much more.
I can feel your heart and i symphatise,
and I'll never criticise
all you've ever meant to my life.
[Chorus]
I don't want to let you down.
I don't want to lead you on.
I don't want to hold you back from where you might belong.
You, would never ask me why my heart is so disguised.
I just can't live a lie anymore.
I would rather hurt myself,
than to ever make you cry.
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance of the kind of love,
I'm not sure I'm worthy of.
Losing you is painful to me.
[Chorus]
I don't want to let you down.
I don't want to lead you on.
I don't want to hold you back from where you might belong.
You would never ask me why my heart is so disguised.
I just can't live a lie anymore.
I would rather hurt myself,
than to ever make you cry.
Though it's gonna hurt us both,
there's no other ways than to say, goodbye.
I don't mean to say goodbye to you by dedicating this song for you.
