woo~ officially private my blog :DInvited readers feel honoured please xDWell, i private it is because i want to shout out all my feelings...it is really hard and painful to keep it in my heart.Fyi, pisces tends to imagine a lot...baby, i really hope you understand that i care from my heart...my heart breaks when i saw you coming back to me hurted so deep,she found another guy, i know you definately cried,even though now you tell me you got over it le.You've changed, it's what you told me when we get back together.It's my fault in the first place i don't blame u ><"You're the one that can stand my unreasonable and stubborn character.The one that almost kill urself due to my stubborness...i'm sorry T-TTurned bad because of me...i rmb that time i wanted you to buy me something,but you don't have that much money,so you went to work during your holidays...and i'm so bored that you are always busy i make you skip ur work,tell lies to ur boss say you're ill ><;you did it, cuz you promised to do anything for my sake no matter what the consequences will be...ur mummy ask you go visit ur grandma, but i throw my temper & u stayed.for me, you really did a lot,you hide things that you know i will cry over to protect me,we broke off two times rmb? due to my stubborness agn...If we din break off at all, it will be 2year+ since we are tgt le...You told me about that friend of yours who you did project with,you got horny over her, you said it very truthful to me,i really don't know i should be happy or jealous... or both?happy that you willing to tell me the truth, jealous about that...It's normal for boy i know, cox well, she striped in front of you what else can i say..? not nakedwe really went through a lot to be together -- to get scolded, you went near death, crying at nightsthat time i went mia suddenly you even cried for 3nights and asking raylyn jie to help find me...& that time we broke off, and you with emily, i woke up in the middle of 4am and cry..raylyn jie know we back together le, she's worry that i will fall lagi deep again...i believe you this once ok? you will still protect me like in the past though you won't miss me that bad, at least i know you are braver now(:i believe you will keep your promise this time ok?i regret not treasuring you when i have you back then, now fate give me another chance, i make sure i treasure it. Is a promise i give for this chance.i don't know who will bother about all these stuff that i just need to get rid from my heart, who will be there to bother and console me when i need a shoulder to cry on, so.. i resort to private my blog to certain readers and type it all out.i really miss u, why can't fate allow us to spend more time together?you say you are doing well ask me don't worry.hope you meant what you said(:baby, you are really very caring and gentle, whenever i cry you console me, when i'm afraid of something you will tell me "don't be afraid i will be there for you." i wonder if you will still be scribbling on your books during lessons, which you once said you will, and that you are repeatedly writing my name, no wonder we are both pisces ~.^Even though we are together now, but i prefer last time together de feeling ;)Hoooooo, saying it all out, felt much better le ><;so hard to keep in heart D:
