Crazy nut<3
Hazel is cheerful.
Hazel is hyper.
Hazel is playful.
Hazel is kuku.
Hazel is crazy.
Hazel is everything except emo and saddish.
Today went to meet the parents session with jie, Ms murty say i spent too much time on my computer that cause my grades to be only this standard... But lucky none of my family members have decide to cut down/limit the time i can use my computer, my sis just tell me that she don't wish to see me working hard at the last minute again ><; After that took cab to raffles cuz jie need to return things to the HR and get their pay slip, then we shopped around, saw a shop ccall InQbox, the things in that shop all so special~~ Continue to shop, me and yee huan each bought a shirt, it's so cute lor!!! Then took MRT and went to fetch mummy off work, lunch at long john, then me and jie went to catch a movie with her friends, watched--- NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!! It's so funny uhx!!!!must watch ok? After the movie should have gone to drink abit of beer with jie de laopo but she was held up by some personal matter so in the end we didn't go aww.. Well so here i'm blogging ;D
--Not going to blog about him today.. maybe in tomorrow's post(;--
Okies~~ bb my faithful readers, esp Hazel nuttie~~ hur hur!
Hazel(: : Enough of your name in this post le ma? haha~~
Even i have to give up everything for loving you i think is worth...
"Girl are just like pineapple,
boy often don't reach the heart and never know it is sour.
Boy are just like onion,
girls peel layer by layer with tears,
but in the end, they realise onion have no heart..."
Time for some update(:
A lot of things happened, and i know i could never go back to the past..
to treat choir with the same attitude again is impossible now.
Camy, i really appreciate you telling me the truth about what mrs poon say, i never wished this friendship to end either, but, since the time you told me the truth and that choir practise start, i know there's no way i could turn back to the old me and pretend nothing of those sorts had happened... Is not that i hate you or avoiding you, but i really need some space to cool down and think about this..well... incident(?).
Today oral was freaking nervous ><; The teacher in-charge of picture discussion asked me twice if i want to add on, and i dumb dumb reply her say i don't want D: I saw my marks waving goodbye to me T-T
Baby, i really don't hope you are lying to your own feelings, I thought by now we both should understand no matter what kind of love it is, whether it's puppy love, first love or even true love they all hurt? Your uncertain towards this patch back we both can see and feel, no point trying to hide.. in fact i'm scared too, who knows how long this time it will last again? But i'm willing to gamble this round ^-^ I admit last time when we were together at the beggining i really got no feel for you, i just treat you like well, i love you cuz i need you but now it change i need you cuz i love you(; I really don't know who to show my weak side to, who's from my friends will be the one telling me that everything's gonna be alright, who's there to hear all those things i wanna let out of my heart ><;
Alrite this next paragraph is for sze hua, jux hope it works xD
Well, girl, you are facing puppy love now, and it often hurts and the person you fall for will always change, just like you say you fall for those guys that treat you really well, don't think that yourself are such a flirt or whatsoever, puppy love is liddat de and is natural for our age(: But don't stead for eagerness ok, when the feeling is really right then you go for that guy, cuz none of your friends will wish to see you coming back with wounds in your heart, these wounds will never heal de.. It's better to find someone that love you more than you love him, cuz this way he will treasure you more, and that time, you will truly be blessed^^ Jux to tell you~ feel free to find me when you are facing such problems bahx, i don't mind pointing out paths for you to walk :D && don't often be so sad, cheer up more cuz you don't know there might be people out there falling in love with you smile and cheerfulness ~.^
End here end here~~ i'm turning black due to ndp training xD
sze hua : thx uh~~ you say de ah muz lend me your shoulder when i cry uh :P
Hazel(: : haha~ okok ^-^ hope you findyour true lurbbbb too ;D
sze hua : i will start up dating daily de(;
Back to that pure pure love hao ma?
woo~ officially private my blog :D
Invited readers feel honoured please xD
Well, i private it is because i want to shout out all my feelings...
it is really hard and painful to keep it in my heart.
Fyi, pisces tends to imagine a lot...
baby, i really hope you understand that i care from my heart...
my heart breaks when i saw you coming back to me hurted so deep,
she found another guy, i know you definately cried,
even though now you tell me you got over it le.
You've changed, it's what you told me when we get back together.
It's my fault in the first place i don't blame u ><"
You're the one that can stand my unreasonable and stubborn character.
The one that almost kill urself due to my stubborness...
i'm sorry T-T
Turned bad because of me...
i rmb that time i wanted you to buy me something,
but you don't have that much money,
so you went to work during your holidays...
and i'm so bored that you are always busy i make you skip ur work,
tell lies to ur boss say you're ill ><;
you did it, cuz you promised to do anything for my sake no matter what the consequences will be...
ur mummy ask you go visit ur grandma, but i throw my temper & u stayed.
for me, you really did a lot,
you hide things that you know i will cry over to protect me,
we broke off two times rmb? due to my stubborness agn...
If we din break off at all, it will be 2year+ since we are tgt le...
You told me about that friend of yours who you did project with,
you got horny over her, you said it very truthful to me,
i really don't know i should be happy or jealous... or both?
happy that you willing to tell me the truth, jealous about that...
It's normal for boy i know, cox well, she striped in front of you what else can i say..? not naked
we really went through a lot to be together -- to get scolded, you went near death, crying at nights
that time i went mia suddenly you even cried for 3nights and asking raylyn jie to help find me...
& that time we broke off, and you with emily, i woke up in the middle of 4am and cry..
raylyn jie know we back together le, she's worry that i will fall lagi deep again...
i believe you this once ok? you will still protect me like in the past though you won't miss me that bad, at least i know you are braver now(:
i believe you will keep your promise this time ok?
i regret not treasuring you when i have you back then, now fate give me another chance, i make sure i treasure it. Is a promise i give for this chance.
i don't know who will bother about all these stuff that i just need to get rid from my heart, who will be there to bother and console me when i need a shoulder to cry on, so.. i resort to private my blog to certain readers and type it all out.
i really miss u, why can't fate allow us to spend more time together?
you say you are doing well ask me don't worry.
hope you meant what you said(:
baby, you are really very caring and gentle, whenever i cry you console me, when i'm afraid of something you will tell me "don't be afraid i will be there for you."
i wonder if you will still be scribbling on your books during lessons, which you once said you will, and that you are repeatedly writing my name, no wonder we are both pisces ~.^
Even though we are together now, but i prefer last time together de feeling ;)
Hoooooo, saying it all out, felt much better le ><;
so hard to keep in heart D:
Oh... damn, really don't feel like finish editing this blog ><"
But i missed blogging O,O hur~
Well, basically i'm here to say that i will private this blog for a short period of time,
only a few will be able to access it(:
So, if you can't read it, don't ask me why, smart enough, guess the answer then :)
The End, buaix buaix~
